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I'm tired of feeling hollow inside. I'm tired of being lonely. I'm tired crying over you. I'm tired fighting people. I'm tired of being strong in keeping anger in. I punched you last time we broke up it felt good you come to my house you enter my house with out knocking you hear my love song while I sing I'm crying you cry you come up behind me and hug me I freak out but I can't move. You leave before you are beat up but I'm frozen I can't move you heard my feelings and didn't say sorry? Well I'm tired of you!      
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how I feel

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You say you want some one more gentle well when those girls break you be my guest . You date the girl for a day then she breaks up with you on Facebook you are broken like I said you turn to every friend you know but me then you are on my doorstep cold, wet, and crying I take you in I let you take my bed I get on Facebook and by then I'm ticked with her so I take it out on her on Skype so I could see her cry she cries "Who are you?" she said "Well I'm the girl who cares about him and he's blind to it." I say she's scared I show her my quiet demon side she's so scared she cries I soften then "It's okay just...sorry." I say "Wh-what?" she says "You heard me!" I yell he wakes up he sees me protecting him oh Marcy your not mean you're just protective. oh no I've got a thing for her don't I  should've listened to her advice. he thinks he walks up behind me and hugs me from behind I freeze "J-jack wh-what are you doing?" I say "I'm giving you a hug." he said I stop the Skype conversation and stand up stiffly "Oh uh sorry Marcy." he says I hug him we both blush he wraps his hands over my cheeks I blush more there is a knock on the door I answer it, it was Addie "Hey Addie what ya' doin'?" I ask "It looks like I interrupted something." she said Jack and I blush "Oh that kind of thing. Well just saying hi and I need to talk alone." she said Jack turns on his heel and goes down the hall "What do you need? Gummy girly?" I ask "Stop with the names." she says "Oh you could have called me if it was about that." I say "No not about that. I heard from a little bird you were dating Jack." she says "Please tell me you didn't hear it from Beth on Facebook?" I say "Oh dang is she the girl?" she says "UGH yes her." I say "Oh just false rumors." she says "Yes but of all of them these I want to be true." I say bluntly she flinches "OH did I scare you?" I say "No it's just your calm I thought you would making blind threats on her." she says "You caught me at night, and that would be so if it was pointed at another friend of mine." I say "OH yeah..." Addie says "Yeah but if it was pointed at jack I would've went all the way to her house in this rain and told her off." Marcy says both the girls laugh 'oh Marcy why did you chose me?' jack thinks he blinks. BACK TO MARCLENE "Yeah I know you'd probably scare the life out of her." Addie says "Well not many have seen me completely in raged." I say "Yeah you scared the life out of me last time." she says I laugh Addie is nervous which makes me want to laugh more I feel arms around me from behind I stiffen after a while I relax "It's ok Marcy." I heard jack say in my ear Addie leaves the room I release my self "Oh you don't feel the same do you?" Jack says "No I do." I say Jack hugs me tight and I like it "You have been my crush since I met you." Jack says "Same here." I say "What are you two doing?" Addie says she's videoing us I show my demon eyes Addie looks straight into them I smirk her temporary memory is gone from her and her phone now "Jack she's fine did you look in my eyes?" I ask Jack "No." he replies "Oh thank glob." I sigh "Why?" he says "Because you'd not know what just happened between us." I say "Oh right you did that to me once Addie told me what happened but she didn't know why you did that." he says "Good well do you want to know while she's knocked out?" I say "Yes." he says "Ok I kissed you and you did some little dance." I say Jack blushes I do too "I couldn't control how I feel  I guess." I was cut off when I heard a camera *cahchenk* I blush when I see Addie get her umbrella and run to her car she stops in her tracks and comes back 'I'm not using magic... Oh no jack.' I think I turn around to see jack pass out "Oh crap what happened wait he can use magic. Marclene did you bite him? Answer me!" Addie says "Woah I knew it!" I say "KNEW WHAT!" Addie screams "Addie calm down I didn't bite him he was born this way like me he just turned 19!" I say "What does that have anything to do with this problem?" she says "Everything we're a special kind of vampire We can go in the sun, don't have to feed on blood, or are evil he just became mature that means he can use magic and all that crap." I say "HE'S ONE OF YOU!" she screams "Yep. Not one of a kind any more am I?" I say "Yeah actually he's pale like you now." she says "Addie I advise you go now." I say Addie runs away to her car and drives off "What happened? I remember up till Addie was in the house." Jack says "Why am I pale? Marcy." Jack says "Yes." I say "Did you bite me?" he says  "No you were born this way you're like me we can eat red and all that crap you are limited edition like me." I say with pride in my voice "Great now I have an excuse for doing this..." he says he floats to the celling with me and he kisses me "Wh-what was th-that for?" I say he smirks my eyes widen I realized what just happened "YOU PERVERT!" I scream he kisses me again I pass out I wake up with water in my face and jack smirking I jump up and pin him down "Oh now you accept me?" he says smirking "Oh good glob Jack you are still as much as a perv when you were a kid." I say "Well I learned from the best." he says while pining me on the ground I blush a deep dark red "And you still love me hmm I've got an idea..." he says my mind runs wild he pulls me off the ground 'oh thank glob' I think "I can hear your thoughts Marcy.And you have no idea do you?" he says "You heard that?" I say "Yes." he says I blush so red he walks to my bed room takes out his phone and takes a picture of me blushing "Perfect new contact picture." he says smirking I see he's not taking pictures anymore he's videoing I smirk I walk up to him be blushes he flips the video around now he's videoing himself I get closer and kiss him on the lips he drops his phone on the bed I pick up the phone and video him come up to me my eyes widen I grab my magic emerald necklace a force field appears around me but I was to late. now Jack was trapped in the field with me he walks closer to me 'oh crap is he going to?' I think he smirks he takes the phone from me and videos him kissing me I pass out again I've let go of my necklace I wake up with jack kissing me again but he's videoing again I pull him closer his eyes widen now I hear his thoughts 'is she going to? No she is just playing with me.' I lean in and kiss him and he passes out I pick him up and put him on my bed so he can sleep.                      
THE END for now 
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